I'm 40 today.
I really don't feel like it's possible for me to be 40. I can't believe that I've been married for almost 15 years. or that I graduated from college 18 years ago. or high school 22 years ago. or that my boys are almost 2. Where does the time go? How is it possible that I could wake up one morning and be 40?
I don't feel like I should be 40. Wasn't 40 once considered middle aged? Is it possible that my life is half over?
Two or three years ago, before the constant sleep deprivation, I didn't feel my age. At 38 I felt 28 or 30. I stayed up late, got up early, worked out like a maniac, ate what I wanted, lived a go, go, go life. Now? Well now I stay up late, get up early (and sometimes all through the night), workout some, eat when I can, and live a go, go, go life.
What's changed?
Two toddlers!
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Well, just between us - and the rest of the world who reads this blog... you still look like you just graduated college yesterday! Happy Birthday!
Happy Birthday. When's the party? Meredith
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